I always remember the things I had before that once made me really happy, and then I just have to let it all go. It hurts when I realized I don’t have him anymore. I had so many chances with him, but I blew it. Now I’m just missing his voice, his laugh. I’m missing talking to him the whole night on phone. I never get tired to stay up late talking to him sleep at 1-3 am in the morning. I'm missing the chats we had, singing together in the car, chatting on sms and msn. Missing him a lot. I missed the first time we knew each other, first time we talked. God I miss everything about him. When I remember all of this I just smile also sad at the same time happy cause he’s with someone else now. That’s why I really wanted to make my everyday busy and not alone.